Life will bring us some lonely days...days where you feel you are the only one in your world and no one understands the intricacies of the inward battles within. From feelings of insecurity, rejection, depression, malice, they all are from the enemy. It behooves us to keep these before God so that they won't overtake our minds. The Lord will allow you to go through these spells to direct you to Him, to pray to Him, to seek Him. One thing that has helped me is taking advantage of these lonely moments by praying to Him my most inward thoughts and concerns. The things that you don't want anyone else to know. The things that you don't understand. He wants us to come to Him. It can be a strain to press pass how you feel and verbalize how you feel through prayer, but it is so worth it. I listened to the words of Mary Mary's song entitled, "Sitting With Me". It really encouraged me and reminded me that no matter how lonely I feel, who is not with me, or who forgets me, Jesus is right there!
A portion of "Sitting With Me"
By: Mary Mary
Yeah, I've been left out, looked over
Just for carrying this cross on my shoulder
But it's okay, with me
If I'm the last one that's picked for the team
I'll sit on the sideline
As long as He's sitting with me
