Who knows the mind of God? How He makes His decisions and gives instructions. His ways are past our finding out and we do more harm than good trying to figure Him out. It takes trust in Him to follow His instructions and guidance even when it does not make sense to us. I hear people say all the time that in God, one plus one doesn't always equal two. Sometimes it equals five. Trusting Him says, I don't understand but I will do it anyway. Ask God to teach you how to trust, and more importantly trusting Him. It is my prayer and desire to trust Him in all that I am, all that I do, and all that I will do.